a rebirth....

another one!
i have had so much energy lately and i LOVE it. my mind is always going, but my body won't cooperate sometimes. my mindset is different. i hold myself back a lot. my current mindset is...just do it!
gardening! i love it! it gives me a reason to get up early, go home, go outside...all of which i struggle with, having depression issues.
puppies! they make me get up, talk, smile, go outside!
the arroyo! i love it back there! it is a beautiful hike, right in my back yard. WHY did it take me 2 years to get back there?
i am feeling and thinking things i haven't in 10-20 years!!! =)
it is like i have had peeps of this throughout my life, but go back into hiding because my situation wasn't safe! i look now, and i am safe!!! =)

Osama/Obama.....toe-may-ta/ toe-mah-ta....

May 1st, 2011, Osama Killed by US Navy Seals!
Aryans Haze is still saving me!
Garden is planted and doing well, with the exception of losing a couple plants during this fluke freeze!
It is poker week!
Walked the arroyo last night! First time i have been in there since i moved here. It was quite beautiful and peaceful. and a great terrain for good cardio.
i belive CAT died out there so i was doing a bit of pondering and clearing energies. I am considering putting a little monument to him out there! =)
My man let me move the furniture in the bedroom around. it is a nice change. i need movement in my home! now when you walk in you see pretty and then...."the tv etc"
before, you saw tv first, then the headboard. nah! not good!
for some reason the 2 windows really stand out now! i am gonna make a little oasis/garden outside one of them. maybe both!